Monday, February 1, 2010

I just need to ask...

I want to ask the SiL if I can design and take care of making the invitations for BabyHorses First Birthday, and yes I know it is over a month away but I'm thinking ahead!

I'm really trying to prepare myself to celebrate his big day, and I thought this would be a good way to test the waters. I have come so far this past year and I feel like I missed out a lot on the first few weeks and months of his life and I hate that. So maybe this would be a way to start making up for it. And maybe I could feel like I am part of it all, not that it matters. But her brother and sisters are very close to BabyHorse and it makes me feel left out, even though I know it is my own fault.

I really want to ask her, yes I know it can't hurt to ask, but I don't want her to say no! And because of that I haven't asked...I know I'm silly. But I am really afraid of her saying no, I don't want to feel rejected. I wish I could do the wrong thing and just tell her I'm doing them, but that is NOT me. And I would never ever want someone to do that to me!

Now if I can just gather the nerve to ask...

4 comments:

Tina said...

Hey Amanda...just catching up here!! I think it is a very nice gesture and I bet she would love for you to do the invitation...you know, one less thing she would have to worry about. I know finding the right words is probably the most difficult part here, but I do hope you are able to. Thinking of you!! xx

Franchesca Cox said...

I second Tina's comment, it's a thoughtful gesture that you would even want to do them :)

Hope that SiL says that she'd love for you to design them.

xx

Sky said...

Oh i so think you should ask her!
I am sure that she would love you to do it!
Organising birthday parties are so stressful that i am sure that she will love the help.

Elizabeth said...

You can do it. Just muster up all your nerve and go for it. *hugs*

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