Sunday, December 20, 2009

My Birthday

Friday was my Birthday. I have always loved my Birthday; my parents made a point to differentiate between it and Christmas and in doing so made it a big deal. I loved it, I still do! In my mind your birthday should be the one day that you can do anything you want to and you should LOVE it!
My birthday also happens to be The Girls official due date, their original due date was Christmas Day but was changed to my Birthday at our 12 week ultrasound which Mr.K had predicted at our very first visit. Even though we knew there was no way I would make it to my due date and I had been "penciled in" to be induced on the 18th of November, I still always hoped to share my birthday with My Girls. And if you know me...you know I don't share, but still I couldn't imagine anything better! Giving Birth on my Birthday, sounds pretty amazing to me!
Last year on my Birthday I was a wreck, not only because I so badly wanted The Girls but because I had lost my job the day before. To tell the truth, I don't remember any of it! This year though I anticipated my Birthday with a bit of happiness, I have come so far in my grief and I have to admit I think I owe a lot of that to all of you. I woke up early that morning with sadness but as Mr.K and I ate breakfast and watched Maggie play I thought of My Girls and smiled...I miss them but I know they are loved and I know they are happy in heaven, and it is a wonderful place to be.

6 comments:

Elizabeth said...

Oh sweety good for you. Happy Birthday! *hugs*

Lola said...

Well this made me tear up! I'm so proud of you in going through your grief in a healthy way. You are so much stonger than you give yourself credit for sometimes, and this post proves it! Happy Birthday!

Jayme said...

Happy birthday!

Marie W said...

Happy Birthday hun! I hope you at least had a great gift from hubby.

Courtney said...

I know what you mean about birthdays, our boys were due two days before our Anniversary. It was hard to celebrate and being happy but we managed.

Happy birthday dear friend, I know your precious angel girls are going to be shining down on you!

*hugs*

P.S. here is the link to my "side project"
http://ttca3rdmiracle.wordpress.com/

Leanne said...

Happy Birthday!

I found your blog through Karen @ GottJoy...

I'm a Babyloss Mama too...

If you want to get to know me, I always love to meet new gals, and you can find me @ www.mysupplications@blogspot.com

I'd love to see you over at my blog!

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